Darkness is my solitude for no one can see me yet I can see all. I sit alone calculating, watching and deciphering everyone thoughts, move, and speech. I am trained to destroy so that others can build behind me. But I do not destroy the innocent, the caring and the people who try to do good. I harass the people who try to mess with the ones I care for and make them beg me for death yet I will lever grant there wish. I am evil yet good both side of an extreme. Constant war rages within yet a calm front rolls in. Its new, Its nice, yet there is still war and I am use to war I am comfortable In the chaos of war I am calm in the see of death, destruction, and mayhem. There is respect for the world once more but I must continue my job. This new, wonderful, calming essence in my life will hopefully stay by my side. Time is no longer a factor for time has stopped I will live for ever, my job will continue for ever, my war will rage on for ever. Time is your problem not mine for my death is not the end but the right of passage from worker to commander. Fear is no longer a controlling factor now it is Love, Hate and Desire and I have started my plans and I will accomplish them!

Ok well I usually write when I'm depressed, sad, bored, tired, or pissed but I have never written when I am genially happy. Its a new leaf that I want to explore and now I'm getting the chance. Lets see what comes of it in the days to come? Will I write the same dark, mysterious, and shall we say disturbing way or will there be an happier side to it, one that I barely remember.